now is a bad time to be demotivated

[stel]

my second wave of exams starts in less than 2 weeks and i am currently averaging about an hour (maybe two if i'm lucky) of studying each day between lots of scrolling on my computer and doing stuff that is not studying

i'm sort of at that stage where i'm concerned about studying but too tired to actually do anything about it. my studying is mostly practice papers (skipping the parts i especially don't feel like doing) and occasional blurting. my first wave of exams was a few weeks ago but i am still tired somehow

i try not to beat myself up too much about this (': but i really hope i can recover from this soon and actually lock in

also i have been a little bit sick the past couple days. here's to hoping i get well